Paralysis for creators: Put too much pressure on yourself?
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Imagine that every time you made a cup of coffee, it had to be a “perfect cup of coffee.” Why? Because that’s what you promised (as in the above picture) or expected of yourself. This is exactly what many creative people do to themselves with their work.
A few days ago, I was conversing with the French-American painter Marcus McAllister about this mindset, ahead of a talk on ‘studio practice’ that he’ll be giving at Be Smart About Art in London (check out info). He told me about a Parisian artist he knows who is only able to get into her studio one day a week (because of work and family commitments), and puts a ton of pressure on herself. Every time she goes into the studio she expects to come out with a masterpiece (or at least one in progress), and as a result is paralysed. The result is that she gets nothing done at all, and then proceeds to beat herself up about it. The expectation intensifies over the weeks, and less and less is accomplished as time passes.
A similar phenomenon is experienced by writers. I recently encountered a group of authors who were talking about this. One reported that while some days she writes 5,000 words, on others she’ll write no more than 500. Her observation is that when she puts high expectations of number count, she gets less achieved. And yet, when she goes in with an open mind, the results blow her away.
What do these stories tell us? When your focus is a completed masterpiece or specific outcome by X time, then the pressure applied to yourself can greatly inhibit your creativity. While there’s certainly benefit to goal setting*, when it comes to creative endeavours, enjoying the journey and being open to taking unexpected directions can be vital to the end result.
Marcus talks about the importance of going into the studio not to do X, Y and Z, but to see what happens. Thinking time is as important as making time, as it’s part of the process. Any appreciator of a great cup of coffee, work of art or book knows that the end result comes from trial and tribulation, reflection, practice and more.
The next time you find that you’re giving yourself such a hard time that you’re getting nothing done at all, allow yourself to do whatever exploring is needed in order to move forward, however slowly or swiftly that might be. Progress is progress, and creating a masterpiece takes time.
*This isn't to say that goal-setting doesn't have its place! Check out blog posts by Susan Mumford:
Achieve your goals, step by step
Dig away at your goals
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